Life is shitty but there's always toilet paper...

I admit it took me a while to sit down and see the video instead I heard the song allover replayed in my youtube list several times. He reminds of someone who I lost contact with him. He was a good friend during the brief time I knew him. He was there whenever I wanted to talk to a guy. In fact I will consider him my very first guy friend. I admit I had a crush on him. But during that short time that I knew him I was encouraging to get back to the woman of his life. He came to me once telling me his then sad love story. He asked me how do I get her back when she ask me for a time-off. I remember I told him be patient with her and be there when she needs you to be. Let her know that and keep your heart open for her if she did not hurt you. If it is meant to be it will happen. Which it did for all of those who knew about this we were trully happy. I'll admit a year later we stopped communicating with each other. I still have him on facebook. I had thought in deleting him from my friends'list but then again it will be immature of me to do so because we stopped communicating verbally or even written. To learn to love this lesson I did learn, do not break other relationship when they are in their most vulnerable points when you know the other's heart is not beating at the same time as yours. Do not interfere in his heart just let it be. Speak always with your heart and be honest to each others but if the truth hurts be ready for the consequences and learn from it. so when your true love comes you will appreciate the lesson learned in your heartbreaks and let downs.Let go and please be happy! Now lets get back to Kim Hyun Joong, Mr 4-D personality also known as the Charismatic Leader of SS501. I know if he read this entry he will be mad at me for talking about something that is not related to the video or the song. Jaja but at least according to the TripleS he will see it as did you learn your lesson already... no lets get back to business. Oh my he has change a lot! He is no longer the flower boy from Boys to Flower. Yes I recall seeing some snip bits of that. But I hate it when 20-something portray characters that are in school. Which I did not bother to see. Yet from those small screen snip bits that I saw, I feel compelled to recognize he makes a good romantic/comedy/ drama actor. He has what it takes to be it. KHJ you look more grown-up! I am proud that he has shed his boyish image to become a a man. He looks so handsome! Can I say I am attracted to him not because of his body, his gorgeous face but I am actually attracted to him because of his smile. I never care so much about lips or a smile but his, I love it! It melts me and drives me crazy! Aside from that he has a great voice and great dance footwork... I am jealous I am a Latina who has no sense of rhythm and I am suppose to be a good dancer which I am not.